Wow. Am I seriously blogging again. I thought I'd never do it. Ok as usual after reading through previous entries I just had to post something. Kind of regret I didn't post my Ord reactions. But whatever fact is ive ord and it's been 5months alr. Of course, hell lot of things happened since.
Like school started. Bet u wanna know what's going on
First and foremost I am proud that I am sober and on track for my academic results. My motivation since I chose the course back in nov has not wavered. I am doing pretty well. Hopefully I can get my distinctions.
Right now it's the start of two weeks of study break. Exams after this. I am confident, because I know I have put in the hard work. Really want to do well...
Of course, let's talk about sch experience. I am grateful to have made some great new friends. It was a rough start at first because of me being an antisocial idiot. But as time pass I manage to fit in well with the equally awkward ppl in class. Love psych students... All a bunch of crazy ppl.
Done some ridiculous stuff... It's all fun and good memories man. Been a wonderful 3 months. I hope things just get better which I know it can, because I can make it better. As I promised myself after Ord, it will be MY time after 2 years of being a puppet. It's gonna be my year.
Bulking like a boss also now. Get ready for an epic change again after exams.
Real talk now: I seriously feel EXTREME boredom right now. I can't see how I'll survive these 2 weeks. Probably that's y I'm blogging again. I got nobody but my laptop and my notes. Of course I'm mugging like a boss but I can't be doing that all the time right? Hell.
This is sad. In UNi, most ppl alr made their life long friends in secondary sch or jc or poly. To them UNi friends are just hi bye. It's sad. My friends all now either in army or working. Yes. Only to u blog, I am wallowing in self pity in a long time. I guess it's the sudden plunge from recently acquired fame that I've ne dr experienced before to how quiet things are now. I can only pray that I master my textbooks as well as survive this two weeks.
But I won't fall, ever. Some ppl may have won in the genetic lottery. But like the saying goes, I will not let someone with twice the genetics and half the determination to be better than me. Some ppl had life handed to them on a GOLD platter. Not me. People like me, we have to work hard and bust our asses every single day just to fit into society.
To end, I hope I'm just being pessimistic. Let's see what the two weeks later me has got to say. Bye.
