Adaptation

...(stares at screen for 5 mins). Don't know how to start the post. Anyway, I've used this weekend quite properly and managed to do quite a number of stuff. Guess I've learnt how to cherish my bookouts?Ytd was a long day, did a lot of stuff, but most importantly I got to insert a 5km run in between. I was honestly craving to run (yea) so around evening time changed to my gear and headed swiftly to WCP. It was a good, enjoyable 30-40mins, nice scenery and breeze, hated the fact that my loose specs kept sliding off my nose every 5 sec but overall it was ok. The best feeling was that I DID NOT FEEL ANY FATIGUE OR EXHAUSTION after the run. Yes, it was more of a jog than a run, but comparatively, taking previous runs into account, I can tell myself truthfully that my stamina has improved. Or so...

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Old Sky Got Eyes

Friday night, just booked out. Managed to scrap past all the week's activities and not tio any Re-stuff.So after SDC visit on Thurs morning, we were supposed to have final SOC test. Everyone was damn nua liao la...all POP mode liao. Despite this we still had to follow the schedule so everyone in the bunk was like...emo. Then.It happened. The sky SUDDENLY turned from blue to a thin shade of grey. Was it just a tease, we wondered. "No way, it was too hot in the morning for that to happen now." we concurred. So we continued to psych ourselves up for the dreaded final SOC. As minutes passed, slowly but surely it was happening. By now, the sky was very obviously greyish and decorated with numerous thick and bobbly dark clouds. It was only now, that someone actually had the confidence to bravely...

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The Final March

Yes, I'm actually posting on a WEDNESDAY night/THURS morning. No, not because I AWOL or ATT C la. My Company was fortunate enough to earn a one day bookout such that we can have a nice rest back home before going for SDC visit tml. It's kinda pointless to an extent, but hey, a bookout is a bookout and I ain't complaining man!Finally Finally Finally we've completed ALL of the high key events in BMT (barring the last 24km RM). It feels so satisfying and reliving. All the danger and stress and all that crap is over. These particular three days were the SHIT man. Monday, night IPPT. Tuesday, SOC + 16km RM. Wednesday, Live HG. If this doesn't get more mindfuking, I don't know what will. At least for a recruit's life, k?The most important thing was that I did NOT DIE from HG...people were like,...

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Recuperation Starts Now

Finally...I've completed some of the most impt events in BMT, namely Field Camp and SIT Test. Well, I think I kinda screwed up my mission, but I'm not gonna cry over it or wadever as command school is not really important to me anymore. Although I did put 'Yes' during my EI (don't really know why). The most xiong activity this week was probably the fast marches during SIT TEST. Omg man early in the morning in SBO fast march/run is damn shack. Esp more so if you're at the freaking back. So everytime I'll push my ass all the way to the front so that I don't have to catch up and run so much. At one point I even pushed to the Platoon infront on me till the point that when we reached the gathering area I was the first and only guy in assembling in my platoon area while the others were still coming...

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Withering Away...

I'm really straying away from posting now. Just don't have to feeling man. Everytime I book out time just seems so short and I just feel too shack or emo to even thing of anything. But I'll not give up this blog...yet.I'm gonna put it short and sweet.THIS WEEK WAS HELL. FIELD CAMP WAS FKING SHACK.MINDFUCK + PHYSICAL TORTURE.SWEAT LIKE DOG.I'll never be the same again.LET'S INCREASE THE LEVEL!NEXT WEEK IS SITEST! EVEN MORE XIONG, THEY SAY!I can only look forward to next (supposedly) long weekend...since they say got Field Camp rest. I really need it. I mean, 5 days of torture den like less than 24 hours to rest before another week of (almost) the same thing? It's fking SLAVERY man.FKING silver lining better show yourself soon and stop hiding behind the dark clouds! To quote:Everything here...

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Sleepy and Immortal

WARNING: THE FOLLOWING POST CONTAINS EXTREME LEVELS OF RANTING DEPICTING UNCENSORED AND UNRESTRICTED AMOUNTS OF SWEARING. READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED.Knn cb...to sum in up basically, I'm entering another rough path of my life AGAIN. This time I really fucking have to make a damn decision sooner or later. Fuck everything la. My whole life just fucking crumbled again and this time it's a combination of all the crap that is happening. In Army, my A level results, everything SUCKS. FUCK SOCIETY. FUCK THE ACADEMICS. I'M NEVER REPEATING ANY MORE JC OR WADEVER SHIT. FUCKING WASTE OF MY TIME. DON'T PIN YOUR HOPES ON ME COS' AT THE END OF THE DAY I'M NOT GONNA DELIVER NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY COS' I FUCKING CAN'T STUDY!!! CB....NOW I have to fucking consider my future and start to put things into...

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