"我们的命真苦..."

Haha, this was exactly what my friend said in the midst of our speed training last week. And to think that life was gonna be slack after MLM. NO WAY man! All the physical trainings in MP are damn shack de, trust me. But their quite fun also, in a sense tt its not mundane stuff like non-stop running, but more like obstacles, relays, etc.

This week thoroughly drained me of my energy, but I've lost quite some weight as well. Yep, if you remembered last week I was screaming my ass off cos' of my incredible weight gain, but due to this week of intensive training, plus eating less, I've managed to lose back to 65kg.

In the week I did like, strength training, 3k night run, gym, endurance training, soccer, speed training. How to not lose weight?! My body is damn beaten up now...but recovering.

The week after next is IPPT, so really have to lose more weight to produce better results. Aiming for Gold!.

Hai, MP life is still very lax now...going to POP soon also. Time to think bout' my future. Every thing's happening so quickly...

Now only left P226 live firing, which is gonna happen next week. Hope it will be a good experience, and as always, pray tt NO accidents happen. Also got EX-CONFIDENCE, the tear gas thingy which I'm pretty worried bout', heard all the weird things that can happen zzz. Just have to take it like a man.

Looking forward to getting the No. 3 uniform and wearing it! I want to pass out on June 22 with my section mates as a Full-fledged Military Policeman! I haven't come so far for nothing!

QOTD: Everytime you feel like quitting, ask yourself, why did you come so far?

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Album Review: The Era

Since I can't do nothing now, I will just use this time to review Jay Chou's newest album, The Era.! It has been a long wait, ard 2 years, so the album was freaking anticipated I guess. Omg man...it's damn good! Just bought the album this morning, and I'm listening to it now. The sound quality is wayyy clearer than those found in Youtube. I can easily say this album is his best "Post-Film making" one, owning "Still Fantasy", "On the Run" and "Capricorn" all at once.

1. 跨時代
This song is ok, one of those techno-ish songs. Very very similar to 龍戰騎士, with super infectious "Riffs" and hooks. Chorus is good, and the added autotune effect is wierd but cool. Not my type of music, but very good song for it's kind. Somehow Jay always manages to create cool energetic fantasy songs like this.

2.說了再見
Honestly, this is my first reaction for this song. "What de...no melody, ok, passable. *Hopes the other emo song will be much better." Yea. It was seriously nothing special at first. Now, I'm at around 50 plays, and my opinion now is different. It's growing on me. Very sad song, if you compare to 說好的幸福呢, this one is much more mature and sad. There is a good bridge, though I don't really dig the frantic drumming, it's kinda turn off. But overall, I think I should give this time. Not totally convinced it will be a classic 10 years down, cos' songs like 最長的電影 still stand out more for me.

3.煙花易冷
A brand new Zhong Guo Feng song, his third hit. Has a very nice build up to chorus, but right now, the chorus is just normal to me. Nothing special. I don't know. Maybe his other songs are overshadowing this one. Then again, I've not been a huge fan of his Zhong Guo Feng songs.

4.免費教學錄影帶
"Eh Boss". Lol...this is another one of his Happy songs, in the mould of 牛仔很忙 and 魔術先生. I freaking love the part where the drums kick in. IT SUPER CATCHY. This, Ladies and Gentlemen, it where Jay Chou stands out from all other artists. He is so good at tempo and making things sound nice, and he knows it. The guitar solo is cool. The whole atmosphere is very upbeat, esp due to the drums again, I must say. Funny chorus, lots of cool parts but all seem to compliment each other perfectly. The Final high pitch at the end is damn sweet.

5.好久不見
Another Jay Chou masterpiece man. Old fans would familiarize this with his sweet songs like 她的睫毛 and 簡單愛. HOW can he create such nice tunes all the time?!! I don't know why he put the Hokkien lyrics, but as long as I sounds ok, then no problem. The chorus is fast and cheerful. This is something only a master of music can create, definitely no amateur stuff.

6.雨下一整晚
This, to me, is the epitome of the album. And it's funny, cos' this is actually a Zhong Guo Feng song. And normally songs like these just pass off as fillers, except for FRX. I've said alot of times, this song is the ultimate bedtime song. It makes me high...it's one of those rare moments where I don't have to listen to Metal to get that spiritually high feeling. Don't know what I'm saying? Nevermind. The CHORUS is so so so inducing and slow and sort of sleazy and sexy... The special thing abt this song is that the verses are sang in two diff styles, first part his normal voice, then the latter in the typical ZGF voice. I only have positives for this brilliant, beautiful masterpiece. Only a few listens and it has overtaken FRX as my no. one Zhong Guo Feng song. I LOVE IT...I tell you, this song, 10 years down will become an all time classic, marks my words!

7.嘻哈空姐
I'm currently playing this, and it's only my second listen. *waits for song to go to chorus.* Erm, someone mentioned it was like some American Rap/Hip hop/Dance song, which I agree with. This song was meant for the clubs. Can't imagine the MV for dis, sure lots of LIAO de. Yes, its a filler, but a strong one, if you compare to crap like 扯 and 蛇舞.

8.我落淚，情緒零碎
Super intro riff, but doesn't really fit the song. Hmm...I only realise this was his second emo hit after a few listens. Damn...I was hoping for another Epic-ish one but...anyway, this song is like 斷了的弦. Solid build up, then...kind of anti climax. But as always, after repeated listens, this song is srsly quite nice. The title is too long for my liking; I'm perplexed as to why he'd come up with a phrase for a song name =.=. This song is still for the verdict.

9.愛的飛行日記
I like this!. He does it again! Fking nice jamming beat...just like Sleeping Child etc. I really dig Jamming beats. Very similar to 陽光宅男 and 時光機, being the energetic and south-western types. The more I listen, to more I like it. I don't need to say bout' the chorus, first time I heard I was taken away. Ahhhhhhh....one of the better songs of the album.

10.自導自演
My absolute FAVOURITE song from this album. It's really strange, this album. My faves aren't the emo songs, but those of other types. That said, this song is SUPER FREESTYLE. ONE OF MY FAVE TRAITS BOUT HIM IS HIS ABILITY TO COME UP WITH FREESTYLES! If you don't get what I mean by freestyle, go hear 亂舞春秋 and 以父之名. This is the one song that reminds me most of the OLD JAY. The Original Jay. This is a number that could have easily fitted into past albums like Fantasy or Eight Dimensions. It has Jay Chou written ALL OVER it. Fking nice. It's like a sequel to 對不起, only much much nicer. Damn!!! This song alone is worth all the wait, and all the money! Who says he has lost it? This will be on repeat 24/7 from now on.

11.超人不會飛
His first single of the album. I've reviewed this song before. I'm really glad this wasn't the best song in it, after hearing all of the album. However, this is still Classic Jay, Rapping + Singing. The lyrics in this is a MUST-READ, it will make the listening experience so much better. These lyrics does it for me, "不要問我哭過了沒, 因為超人不能流眼淚...".

All in all, this album is truly great. The most important is the fact that he has put in a lot of sincerity and effort, rather than half fucks which has been previous albums. Will it stand the test of time? We will see.

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Guard Duty.

Hmm...it was ok, but really can be quite creepy at times.

Did prowling and sentry with some of e guys...

In de day it was pretty ok, though I had to find weird ways to self entertain before I went haywire doing nothing at all.

In the night, it was a different story. Stupid la...we were so bored, then started talking about crap, including Horror stories while prowling around the seemingly haunted camp. It was quite exciting!!!

Time didn't pass as slow as it should. Got chunks of rest in between breaks, and the food was nice man.

Pretty solemn mood now, as * ****** ********** due to ** *******.

Go figure.

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The Laws of Nature...and Karma?

What a week!

I shall start off by saying this has been one of the most "happy" weeks in camp. I don't think I've laughed my ass off for such a long time!. A lot of things happened this week, some I can say are good, some just crap/shit, but all very memorable.

It didn't really get fun till mid week. Before tt, things were just back to normal. It was after MLM, and we were going full force on lectures and admin stuff. Just so much lectures...Finally we, as MP trainees arrived at the academic aspect of being a Military Policeman. All the Physical stuff were over. Now it was time to equip us with the rightful knowledge and powers to complete our transformation to full fledged MPs.

Ok, since we're at lectures, let me bring up this point first. And it's one of the most impactful events that happened throughout the course of the week. Guys, ya know, lectures = in aircon room SITTING DOWN doing nothing listening to lecture = have to EAT and EAT to stay awake = continuous EATING w/out any exercise. You know what that lead to, for me?

LIM PEI GAINED FOOKING 3 KG THIS WEEK!

FACTS, LET'S GET TO FACTS TO PICTURE THE SEVERITY OF THIS SITUATION.

• I'M NOW AT 67.5KG, NEARING 68, A WEIGHT I'VE NEVER HIT FOR A LOOOONG TIME.

• I'VE TRANSITED BACK TO EATING HIT PORTIONS AND JUNK FOOD AND NOT FEELING GUILTY.

• I'M NOT WORKING OUT AS MUCH.

Wow! Just wow. And to think the past few weeks I've been trying to cut back to 63kg. And I was so confident I could do it. Ah...my physical fitness is just crap now. Even I have been infected by the "Grow Fat in MP command" disease, or whatever it is. Bah. I'm not gonna start some false motivation or ultimatum that I MUST start cutting weight now cos' deep down I know it won't work anymore. Not at least till' I'm over this course. Srsly, I don't know how things will pan out man. I'm just gonna take things step by step, try to slim down, and hopefully just hit back to 65kg.

Ok, next. So another incident which lead to another travestic situation that happen this week was the fact that I "Geh Kiang". Here's what happened. So we were supposed to have our first Stand by BED in MP command. Then I volunteered to be I/C since all of us forgot who was supposed to be I/C that day. I fucking regret it. So I was standing outside the bunk ready for inspection when the 3SG suddenly called for the whole company to go down fall in in 3mins. Everyone, everything suddenly became rushed. So I cheonged down, thinking that cupboards should be opened, since I was on the impression that they wanted to check our cupboards without us there. Then, when we were downstairs, suddenly the 3SG called for me, as I didn't lock my god damn cupboard! Only me! I was srsly, stunned. Wtf, really.

This resulted in punishment, obviously. Did you remember last post I said we were confirm going to get nights out? My guess what spot on. But HOW IRONICALLY, I was denied it. That was my punishment. For this little incident, for something I wasn't even aware of, I was denied the NO. Only I knew how it felt to see all my friends go enjoy while I and a few others stayed back for extra duties.

So I could only do what every SAF personnel does best: SUCK THUMB.

...But the week wasn't all doom and gloom. I had a lot of fun and laughter with my crazy section ppl...esp looking at all the JC yearbooks. Wah... shiok sia...got ACJC, SAJC, SRJC etc etc. My boots are getting more and more recognition, so much that I've become kinda sick n tired of ppl coming up to ask me how to polish boots. Guess having the most shinest boots in the company also comes with a price. But at least I'm called the "Boots master". =P

Yea, and also, during my extra duties in camp (While the rest having NO), some of my sectionmates bought me Fast food. Cheese burger, onion rings, nuggets...I was of course happy, but more so, I was sincerely touched by this act of kindness or whatever you call it. I never expected them to be so damn nice. This proved a lot. Most importantly, it spurred a thought in me: Could they be the next clique I hang out with? My "Brothers"?

I could write a whole post of my bonding with my new section mates but it would take a while. But generally, my first impressions of them and my impression of them now is totally different. This bunch of guys are really good to hang out with.

Ok, moving on, I'm quite glad that I completed a 6.5km run during one of the nights. It's one of those days that I really felt like running all my stress and problems off, you know? Fking nice run.

Then...come to Thurs, I was caught AGAIN for not shaving. LOL...lucky it was only minor punishment given. MAN, MP IS SO STRICT >.<

Finally, today was quite special. We had a Military Law test with a outrageously high passing mark. It was quite ok, but I still failed one the first attempt, like most. However I killed it with almost 100% on 2nd try, so quite satisfied. Then, we had a interesting visit the Detention Baracks, or DB. We got to actually enter into the prison cells and SEE the detainees and the cells itself. I was like, "Damn, MP is shiok, how many ppl could actually get to go in DB and visit without committing any Military offence?" It was a very eye opening experience for all. But still, I don't really want to be posted to DB. It just...not my type of job.

So this was basically what happened this week!. Lots of stuff, as I said, ups and downs, left turns, right turns, wrong turns, but finally I made it safe and sound to enjoy the weekend.

But.

There's ALWAYS a BUT.

I tio Guard Duty this week.

"It's a Bittersweet...Symphony..."

***Edited. Guess I'm not so Godly after all. Forgot bout the portion on Cohesion. Have to note it down. The games itself was dumb, but the buffet was quite shiok. Then we also had a movie screening to accompany it. That is the LIFE man....

If you realised what I ate dis week. Fast Food. Prata. Snacks. Buffet. Wow. No wonder I gained 3kg. *Dies*..........

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Post-MLM Party!

Even if I'm sick as hell, I'm still gonna party after MLM just because it was so fked up!


Shiok la...all the food I love.

Let me enjoy my small moment of civilization and peace!

Yes, I agree wholeheartedly with what some of my sectionmates say. It's things like outfield tt make you treasure what you have in your civilian life. They become so much more significant because of the life you suffer in outfield. In the civilian world, I can do whatever I want, see whatever I want to see. Think of it this way, if you party everyday, it would become boring and meaningless. So should we thank the Army?

Listening to Jay Chou and watching youtube while munching on all the junk food...yea...relaxing. Just taking a much needed break from outfield.

A preview for next week. LECTURES, LOTS OF LECTURES. AND TEST! OMG, we have a Military Law Test next Friday hahaha...Back to MUGGING OH NO>!! Looking forward to Post-MLM dialogue, Midterm CO dialogue and Course Cohesion!!! Yea...life after MLM = Ultimate Shiok!

I am looking forward to the coming week in camp. And this doesn't come often. Haha. Oh, and I believe there would be a NO this week, possibly Tue or Thurs. Wanna bet?

See you soon.

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Moonlight Thunderbolt

I made it back...

Yes, I was mentally up for it...but still, the week was damn painful. I am still suffering from its effects right now as I type. Seriously not feeling well at all. I feel like shit. I'm in so much P-A-I-N.

Hai. So Basically dis week consisted of EX-Thunderbolt and EX-Moonlight Marshal. I'm still quite blur and don't really recall much from the hellish week. Except for the pain and exhaustion.

During EX-TB, which was a practice or rehearsal for MLM, we had to do all the different MP war time ops in two days. First day was still ok, became quite tired during the night though. The most vivid experience was being pointsman for TCP. Basically I got my ass owned by the dumb stiuation set up by the commanders. Damn funny...

At night it was SANDBAGS time! Had to build the infamous GPMG pit which was made of nothing but sandbags. LOTS and LOTS of sandbags. Since it was still day one, the energy was still there, so I cheonged my ass to kill the MG pit. Fk the "Cyclops" and "Earthgods" srsly. Lucky my buddy was also on "Steroids" mode with me. Basically we did like half of the whole pit ourselves.

The next day, day 2 of EX-TB, worst. It was mainly cos' of the bloody SCORCHING HOT weather. I tell you, the temp was definitely higher than Tekong lor, even if otherwise say so. We had to do up the PW cage which was damn mundane and grinding. This was the part where I started to think of the "Sleddog Mentality". We were just engine parts, working non stop to accomplish the mission. We never knew the "Bigger picture" until everything was done. I felt like a FUCKING bangala piece of shit. Fuck it.

Then the next one and a half days was spent back in camp recuperating for the main event. Argh I feel so sick now...

Ok, *Scratches mosquito bites* Walan eh damn all the mosquito bites la, I got like 50 just on my hands alone damn it! Ok, I tried to be damn slack and sleep or rest whenever I could. But what did you noe? On Thurs we had to load and unload ALL sandbags from TP-4 to LS area. Yes, needless to say, it was damn shack as well. WHERE WAS THE REST?!!!! NONE AT ALL. It's really pathetic, PATHETIC I say. And if I were to start ranting on the situation, I'd most probably get my ass handed to SIB or whatever and land in DB and since I'm a freaking MP, i'll get double whammy, so I will just push the button until here. Am I not being Kvlt and Trve? No, Kvlt/Trve states tt you will be Kvlt and Trve to yourself UNLESS your physical existence is threatened due to external factors as a result of being TOOO Kvlt and Trve. Bleh....

Then, the long awaited day came. It was a friday morning, the day was still pitch black. Well, no surprises if we woke up so damn early. I don't know bout' others, but I was not 100% for MLM. Maybe only 80%. Literally had to garner all the motivation and think of my blog post to psych myself up. Tonner-ed to LS area and then hell began. The real mission started.

Our Brigade-section had to follow the TCP-PW-BCP schedule, which I found out in the end was THE WORST schedule. Although we had the best land. But so what? T.T

First, TCP. It was Farrrrking slack man. Why did I had to come on Day 1? Was pointsman again, and first we had to set up the TCP. Along the way, saw a whole company of sispec trainees having their outfield training. After seeing all the different weapons they had to carry together with the SAR-21, esp MATADOR, I really respect them man. As my situated area was right smack near the upslope they had to climb to get to their resting area, I witnessed the trainess slug and push their way up the slope. Tell you, I felt pain for them seeing them have to push so much just to get up the slope. Many fell halfway. I was not a pretty sight. In the end they all made it though. I can't imagine myself doing what they do. Respect man...

Where was I? Oh TCP. Hmm, simply it was slack until I had time to think of new songs, seriously! You just sit there for hours to wait for the convoy to come. Slack lor. Then when the convoy finally came, some dumb crap by the SGT made it so tt I did not have to do much except call my IC to handle the crap situation. "TCP is basically like customer service" is what I learnt from him. After it was handled, the SGT came up with another crap, then we had to do the sniper drill. While we were having lunch! Fk man... Other than that, TCP was a good experience. And the only good one in EX-MLM or EX-TB.

Next, oh ya. We Tonner-ed back to AA, and arrived at around 1330. And you know what time we set off for the next mission? 1800. YES. 1800 freaking hours. Why? COS OTHER PW AND BCP SECTIONS JUST CAME BACK ARD 1700!!! THAT WAS HOW SLACK TCP WAS COMPARED THE PPL DOING OTHER OPS. What an epic waste of time. Didn't sleep during that break either as the area was damn dirty and just fked up la! I'm so damn sick now cos' of the FKED ENVIRONMENT.

When we started PW ops, the sky was already dimming. So in the end, we had to rush here and there to try to finish the cage before the sky turned dark. It was shack man, carrying concertina wires and iron pickets around was no joke. Lucky we managed to finish ard 90% of it quickly, cos' we can't see the wires at night and tt would be a very dangerous situation. After the cage was set up, we had to start the collection of PWs. My role was sentry (HENG ar!), so I just sat outside the command post Zhuo Bo and see show. Damn funny the whole handling of the PWs. The stupid fked up PWs were damn rowdy and hellraising, and gave the SCTs so much problems. LOL. Props to some of them for being professional not not breaking down to all the crap from the PWs.

PWs ops lasted throughout midnight, all the way to ard 0300hrs. During this time, everyone was dead tired. And we tasted the bitter pill when we had to set off at 0400hrs, just an hour after coming back. Tt's why I said the schedule was fked!!

Then we came to the most xiong ops of EX-MLM. BCP. Which equals MG pit. WHICH MEANS SANDBAGS ARRGGGGGGGHHHHHH. I'VE ALSO DEVELOPED A PHOBIA OF SANDBAGS AFTER MLM!!!!!! JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE BEFORE ME, AND JUST LIKE THE FUTURE MP TRAINEES!!! LUCKY MY MLM IS OVER BITCH!!!! NO MORE FAAAAARRRKKKING SANDBAGS HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Seriously, it was one of the worst experiences of my life. Sandbags. Already 24hrs without sleep and we had to start building the MG pit. I am lost for words. I can't describe it. 3 ppl including my buddy dropped out. I almost wanted to fall out, but lucky the officers were there to provide some motivation. Fk one of the SCTs, I will not say who. If you carry on like this, everyone will HATE you. It was all blur to me during tt period of time. We finished the pit at ard 0645. Dead tired...damn vulnerable. But Finally the Sun has come out. Finally the LIGHT was at the end of the tunnel. Literally. I could not fall out now, I told myself. Press on...bite the pain...

Then as usual, after the BCP was set up, mission started. This was extremely shack also, unlike the previous two ops were we were rarely contacted, this one was wayyyyyy different. We were CONTACTED countless times, and worst, had to follow correct fire movement to the freaking advanced contact tactics they threw to us. Flanking, Sabotaging, Suicide Bombers, you name it, we did it. Oh my god...

......Then...it was all over. I never knew that moment would come. All three mission finally ended. But I wasn't happy or what. More like relieved. All emotions had been knocked out of me. I was just there, resting. The grueling missions had even killed my desire to SLEEP temporarily, and I was actually feeling awake and recharged after breakfast.

Then the final moment, where we had to declare no ammutions with us. I was FREAKING HENG! I assumed all RAIs had been cleared frm my ammo pouch already, since I checked earlier. But decided to give it a final check and WAD THE HELL, when I looked closer there was a single RAI stuck on the corner of the pouch, which I hadn't managed to shake off eariler. DAMN! And it was seconds away from inspection! Thank you, my lucky stars. Phew...

So this was it. The week had FINALLY PASSED. AND I HAD PASSED EX-TB AND EX-MLM. IF NOTHING GOES WRONG, I CAN SAY I'VE PASSED MY MP BASIC COURSE.

Not gonna include the post-MLM part. Just gonna remind me of MORE SANDBAGS. ARGH HATE SANDBAGSSSSSS..

FUCK MAN MOONLIGHT MARSHAL IS OVER OVER OVER!!! NO MORE OUTFIELD FOR THE REST OF THE 2 YEARS HAHA TAKE THAT BITCH! NOW, I AM GONNA FINISH THE COURSE, ENJOYING LIFE. MOVIES, NIGHTS OUT, LECTURES, AIRCON ROOM, SNACKS, COOKHOUSE, POOL TABLE, LAPTOP, PLUS PLUS PLUS HERE I COME. WHY? COS' EX-MLM IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!

POP LOR!

Lol.

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On another note, I just finished listening to Jay Chou's new album and I must say it's damn solid. Not going to compare with anything this time. But he has done it again. Produce classics and super melodic tunes.

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In the Short run, things are looking good. But as they say, you may be done with the past, but the past is not done with you.

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The Sleddog Mentality

That is what I have to pysch myself for. I am going back to camp soon, and this week has finally started. This is EX-MLM week, the most significant and needless to say, hellish part of the whole MP course. Lucky we were given a extended book out, and I managed to slowly change my mindset and focus for MLM during this time. I even went to youtube US Navy Seals' "Hell Week" to motivate myself. All I can do is follow orders like a Sleddog and slug it out. Don't think of anything else. Time will pass, no doubt bout' that. No matter how hard it is, just remember there are others who have it much tougher, and not to mention all the past batches who have endured through also. Remember, I'm just a Sleddog, an engine. It will be painful. But I will recover! It's only 5 days, just slowly take it day by day, take it all into your stride and push on. That's all that I can do! This is possibly the last Field Camp for a very long time. Just adapt to it.

What could possibly be the worst? The most you can do is take a few years off my lifespan.

Come on, bring it on, I am ready.

I will not emo over this kind of retarded shit anymore.

I will make it thru' next week, probably book out on Sat night. Then the next post, you shall see, would be filled with very interesting stuff. I can't wait for next week's post!

QOTD: 不要問我哭過了沒, 因為超人不能流眼淚...

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Regrets and Revelations

I'd like to say everything went well this week but it really didn't. This past week was DAMN LOONG and passed extremely slowly. I just want to blog about two things. One, the happenings of the past week, and two, the revelation that I discovered.

As I said, it was a super long week. I obviously wasn't prepared for it, as I didn't update myself with the schedule properly. Most of the week was spent outfield and in SBO...doing all the conventional stuff like navigation and wartime ops. Every minute was dreadful man. This was definitely one of the more shack weeks I experienced in Army. It feels like post Field Camp all over again. I'm now in the same situation, why? Cos next week ain't gonna get any easier! In fact it's gonna be much much tougher. Next week is gonna be Field Camp week, or more specifically EX-MLM. Everyone is warning us to be mentally and physically prep for this, as it will be the worst experience in MP course, being the highest key event. It's gonna be like BMT FC all over again...I'm just pushing my body now for more SLEEP so as to fine tune it for next week. As always, I don't want to fall out and miss this then OOC. ENDURE!!!

But it wasn't that dark and gloomy these past few days. Navigation, after looking back, was quite fun actually as we went around exploring all the fun new places and stuff. Although it has made walking seem so darn punishing, it must be said. I've never panted so much by walking, during some parts of the exercise, I felt it was as if I was running man. What else, let me think. Yea, we had damn long admin time everynight as all the shack events we finished by late afternoon latest. I used this time to facilitate myself with more of the available resources down there such as the jogging area, GYM, pool table, comp, TV, etc. Still enjoying life, haha. One of the nights, we even had a movie screening (AGAIN) and were allowed to order PIZZA and MACs to camp. SONG BO! So our section became the impromptu duty section for ORDERING FOOD, as the WELFARE IC was in our section, lol. Damn and the orders were rampant! All of it total up to around $200 bucks worth of fast food. After settling all the orders for other section, we started our "Food Party". Pizza, Macs, just pia only. Wooo shiok la.

Which leads me to something.

I GAINED 2 KILOGRAMS OF FATS JUST THIS WEEK ALONE!

Wad the fk! LA! I was stunned man when I saw my weight on the scale. It was not just the pizza, it was all the snacks that I cheonged, and all the sweet drinks and not to mention the heavy meals I had in the cookhouse. Eat eat eat then BOOM 2kg increase. 66KG NOW THE FKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!

OMG I CAN'T ALLOW MYSELF TO GO BACK TO FATTTY!!!

Believe me when I say this, I will go back to 64kg by book in. It will take sacrifice, but I have to do it.

Ok, so the first part of the blog is done. Now for the next thing I want to talk about.

I'm going to make this as subtle as possible.

If there is really a GOD out there, this was the time it revealed itself to me. And what I saw was not it's holy flawless face, but it's dirty, brutal rear. Simply put, I discovered something this week, due to one of my section mates, that is to me, revelating.When I found out this new information about this person, I flinched. Thousands of questions and "what ifs" poured into my brain in an instant. The more I found out about this person, the most I seemed to hit me. Hit me with a emotion called sadness. Endless questions that I will never have solutions to. But I don't believe all they say. I trust myself to know better. Still, its pretty damn sad. It was a situation that goes way back, and something I've believe to have gotten rid of. But no. I still....

QOTD: I am LITERALLY trying to imitate SGT CHIA.

***Oh ya, seems like I have become the "Boots polishing master" in my company?! Is that too far fetched?! But I can't be complacent. Although my boots are damn shiny now, I noe a huge list of ppl who want to overtake me, starting from my section ppl, haha. I must hit the SHINY MIRROR THAT SHOWS YOUR TEETH~

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OMG

OMG JAY CHOU NEW SONG AND MV IS EPIC WIN



I JUST WATCHED THE MV. OMG DE GIRL SO CUTE AND DE STORY SO TOUCHING SIA I ALMOST CRY AT DE END...WA LAO WIN LIAO. AND DE SONG! BEST JAY CHOU SONG IN YEARS LA! BUT DE MV DOES IT FOR ME. I NEARLY CHOKED WHEN DE FAT GUY TOOK OFF HIS EYE PIECE...DAMN SAD SIA HE. IF THIS IS AN INDICATION OF THE NEW ALBUM, THEN WE ARE IN FOR A TREAT!

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