Don't Assume Anything

I'm such an idiot lol. I was so looking forward to THURS night book out, thinking tt friday was off in lieu for labour day. Didn't happen! So this week was seemingly longer than normal, which was pretty mindfking, you noe. DON'T ASSUME next time.I'm back to JC!Yup, that's right. Only that this JC is called MP command. Srsly, the things we do there, the schedule is almost identical to JC life. Mostly, it's lecture from dust till dawn, eat, eat, eat, and a bit of physical. Life's good...and interesting. As I slowly understand more bout' MP, I realise this voc is really "Multi Purpose" man. Covers everything from drills to policing to conventional...

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Facebook = Motivation

You gotta train harder. Become stronger. Better. Faster. Can't believe how much cutting botak can change ppl's appearance. When you see their FB photos, you can't believe they are actually that kind of ppl. Eg clubbers, pimps. And you understand why they act dao or arrogant in camp. True as the saying goes, never judge a book by its cover. Now that everyone is exposed in their very RAW and genuine self, at least physically, I realised how fucking ugly they are compared to when they have hair. What the FK?! All the fats, all the pimples, all that CRAP. EXPOSED. I've learnt something today. Ha. ha. ha. What a difference. Use this as motivation to bust ur ass more, and sculp that lean 8% body out. You must do it, why? Cos' they are not as good as you think they are. Feed on this fact. You can...

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Roti Prata Routine

...happens every Sunday morning! Well, it has become so since my army days cos' I just enjoy a quiet Sunday morning reading the news and having some Prata. It's really enjoyable and relaxing, you all should try it, instead of going out all the time.What a week it has been. First and foremost, I shall talk abt Thursday. Somehow, it just so happened that in my new section, my buddy, had the exact same birthday as me! What are the odds? And somemore he is 1990 de. I guess we are really "Brothers" eh? But that's not the main thing. So what happened was, he was Platoon IC so everyone supposedly knows him. Somehow, my crazy section ppl (who are REALLY...

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MP Command; first thoughts.

Given a NO now...and it's second day only. Its true as they say, being a Military Policeman has its privileges. If I look at things positively, then I should really count my lucky stars for being posted to MP cos' it's really gonna be a good life. Even the commanders say so. Speaking bout' commanders, lucky man, most of them not too xiong or wad. Had a good heartfelt talk with one of my WO, and he give me a lot of precious advice for my future. Made me realise it doesn't matter if I take the longer route to get to what I want and need, cos' ultimately, I AM STILL YOUNG. Never stop learning! I will take his words seriously, after this course I should start working on my future already.And BTW, I think, I need to temporarily cut this BULK. This project. Yea, I know, I've not really even started...

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Block Leave's over -- Back to Serving

T.T. I am feeling that feeling AGAIN. That EMO feeling...what else? It's times like this that I realise how much I need my freedom in order to be happy. But forget it, the very least, I get to book into my new unit tml morning instead of NOW. Phew...Downloading lots of songs now, so that they'll accompany me towards this next phase of my Army training. Music is de best ok, whenever you traverse to uncharted, unknown territory, hearing some familiar music just makes you feel better.WHY is everyone using facebook? Facebook is like the most superficial social site ever, yet it can reveal so much about a person's life...Funny. I use Facebook too, but only for the sole purpose of checking on people. If you know me, I'm not active, heck, I don't even have a single photo uploaded! To me, FB is good...

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Beginnings

"...but I have a good feeling about MP command leh. I want to go MP command! People say its slack, haha. Besides, I'm from NPCC bkgrd so MP is something I can relate to la. Actually MP stuff are not bad, quite interesting. It's already 99% confirmed that I get into MP MAN if I don't tio sispec." -Taken from Kvlt/Trve blog post sometime in April.What a pathetic shit la! Sometimes I really think I damn contradicting man. Just a week ago I was so hoping to get posted to MP then now I'm complaining as if someone stole my collection of Horrible Science. Ok but that time I thought MP COMMAND actually meant "Commander in MP" but didn't realise Military Police was, essentially known as MP Command. Aiya Dumb me...Just get over it la, whatever is done is done. Seems like this batch, a lot of shocking...

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Am I a Failure?

Right now, all that is in my mind is FUCK EEESSSS--@@@---EEEEFFFF la. I am going to state on true fact and that is they only take your ACADEMICS as a SERIOUS deciding factor on whether you go Command School. This society is that realistic. No good A lvl/diploma = no commandership for U! I'm a prime example la. Why did I try so hard for BMT? Why? Just to make sure I don't FAIL in army just like I failed in my studies. But why, why must they take STUDIES into consideration even in ARMY? Look, people I know of personally did worse then me in BMT, ie just passed IPPT and fail SOC and they got into SCS. And only cos' their A lvls got straight 'A's. I burnt my ass trying so hard for SITEST and got silver for IPPT, and people were saying like, "ooo cfm get into sispec at least" and WAD THE FUCK I...

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Project: Metal Monster

Hopefully, I'm serious enough abt this to make it successful. I don't care if I look more bulk or wadever compare to other ppl and lose my lean self, I don't care.Here's the starting stats:Height: 174cmWeight: 62kgBF: ~11%BMI: 20.5(I don't have my chest, biceps etc stats...too lazy to do)Starting Pix (Front, Standing): 16/4/2010 Starting Pix (Side, Standing): 16/4/2010Starting Pix (Front, Standing): 16/4/2010Some grocery...a kick start. Wtf a lemon tea in there?!IPPT StatsChin ups: 11Sit ups: 60SBJ: 225cmSR: 10.22.4km: 10.20These are the food that I've bought to kick start this Project. All of them majorly protein based.4kg Chicken Breast Meat...

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Time To Become A MONSTER!

Argh...Being sick really really sucks la. Have to stay in home these few days just because of this. Come to think of it, it's been a really long time since I was this sick. I guess it's the sudden accumulation of all the viruses that is causing me so much pain and suffering now. Tekong cough+Tekong virus+sleeping naked in air con chalet+breathing in too much BBQ smoke+all that fried food====ULTIMATE liao la...don't know what to say...can't do much except try to recover in the shortest time possible. It's already wednesday...I've already spent the past four days recovering so this short break is really thrown away man. And I'm still not 100%. Wasted wasted wasted. Okay, so after putting things in perspective, I've decided to start another physical change in my life. It was something that has...

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End Of the Road

Yes, guys, I have finally "POP LOH". It's been a fun 9 weeks, and I've learnt some new stuff in Tekong. But as always, all good things must come to an end, so adios BMT, new unit, here I come!Seems like my batch was supposed to be the first to go through the reduced 16km RM. I don't really know what happened, but we still did the 24km. Maybe next batch onwards will carry on with 16km bah. Thoughts abt 24km? Quite unsettling at first, the weekend before I was still super emoing abt it, and thinking whether to take MC just to pon the march. However, things seemed a bit easier when the commanders told us abt the breaks in between, which was really quite long to be honest. So couple this with the POP mentality, I was psyched up enough to start and in the end pushed all the way through. There was...

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A Change is gonna come

Yea, so today I went for some delicious breakfast, then had a normal 4km run followed by "Clash of the Titans" film after which soccer and subsequently pool...so fun...ha..ha..haSeriously WHAT THE HELL MY BLOG IS TURNING INTO ONE OF THOSE RANTING JOURNALS ?!This isn't my aim la...my blog is supposed to be filled with interesting stuff not daily updates on my life and crap OMG I'm drifting away...And it's all S@-EFF's fault la restrict my freedom to come up with interesting shit...If possible give me some topics to blog about leh...The next few posts will decide the fate of this BLOG~QOTD: Why do birds suddenly appear, every time you are ne...

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NOTHING FAZES ME.

I initially had nothing to blog about de, so just stoning in front of comp and...stoning. Then, I went to check out some ppl, and guess what, the fuel lai le. As I viewed their profile etc, the fire started to burn and sort of inspired me to blog this.COME la, throw all the shit you can on me, I will take it. Nothing has stopped me from coming this far and nothing ever will, as long as I try.CB. Everyone one knows what kind of person I am on the surface. But nobody knows me on the inside. The very very deep inside. Let me tell you, as long as I keep Kvlt and Trve, you can't touch me. All the fakers and posers and backstabbers...I don't know what you're thinking, but the more you try to kill me with your retarded antics just to boost your self morale and that demented oversized ego of yours,...

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A Nugget Post

Ok this entry was posted on Tuesday night, since I wasn't gonna log in my blog with the UNPC, I just had to wait till whenever I booked out to post it. Tues, 30/3/2010I'm feeling a mixture of emotions now. So much questions are whirling around my mind...Basically today was the RE-IPPT day. I wasn't in the list scheduled to retake, but upon some advice from my commander I decided to give it one last try; to get a GOLD. So I had to do a last minute mentality switch to get into IPPT mode. Little did I know...I overestimated my abilities. Here's generally what happened. All stations were ok, enough for GOLD until I met the dreaded SBJ. Since my last jump hit 230cm, it was logical to think that 234cm was within reach. So with much confidence, I went ahead and jumped. And again. And yet again. Fucking...

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